Hi, everyone! This is kind of my post where you can get to know everything about me, if you're interested. (: <3 It's slightly tl;dr, but you should definitely read and make one of your own.

Peace and love, peace and love.

( On me, Lauren. (: )
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( On where I live. (: )
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( On music. (: )
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( On The Beatles (: )
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( On ~my issues and the bright sides of them (: )
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( And finally, on the people who made me who I am today. (: )

a letter with a dove //
755 words //
gabriel/william

( a letter with a dove )

The Rules:
1. Answer each of the questions below using the Flickr Search engine.
2. Choose a photo from the first three pages.
3. Copy the URL of your favorite photo into this site: http://bighugelabs.com/flickr/mosaic.php
4. Then share with the world


( mosaic )

1. Amazing
2. Blunt
3. Comical
4. Driven
5. Eloquent
6. Friendly
7. Gorgeous
8. Happy
9. Ignorant
10. Jubilant
11. Kid
12. Lovable
13. Musical
14. (big) Nelly bottom
15. Optimistic
17. Quixotic
18. Rambunctious
19. Serene
20. Trying
21. Unbelievable
22. Vagina
23. Warm
24. Xylophone
25. Young
26. Zeus-like

1. Bandom fangirl since: Um, I'd say about August '06. I created my first journal on February 2nd, 2007, so I'd be able to comment my ebiffle's story. It might've been a bit earlier/later than that, I'm not too sure. :P

2. First band in the fandom: Panic at the Disco, obv. But Harry Potter was the first slashfic I ever read.

3. How, why, and when did you get into bandom? Was it a gradual thing, or did bandom basically slam you in the face? Did you resist at first? Who was involved in your downfall? I honestly can't remember why I started reading fanfiction. I think I heard about it on the boards or something, so I curiously Google searched it and bam! The world was unleashed. I don't believe I resisted... though I was very creeped out by myself.

4. What did your core bandom band look like when you got into the fandom? What fashion phase where they in? PATD in late 2006. You know, Ryhawk, bowlcut, the whole nine, bbs. Oh, and they weren't so flambouyantly GHEY, either. Those were the days...

5. What was your first impression of each of them? Ryho was still, you know, attractive back then (though, it's been so long... I can't hardly remember). I thought he was the hottest thing alive because I was stupid and like, twelve years old, lmao. So I was all 0MGZZ3M0BOiiZ, then. I didn't even care about Bden or Spencer, I just knew Bden was the next-to-hottest one (then), so I was like OMGZZBD3NURiiEL0LZ!. I basically thought they were the coolest things ever, and hey, maybe they were.

6. What was the first bandom fic you ever read? What did you think of it? The first fic I ever read was in the HP fandom (called Refuge, omg<3 COME BACK.). The first BANDOM fic, however, was a rape!fic. Which honestly scared the fuck out of me, but being the sick, masochistic freak that I am, I kept reading. But honestly, the first fic I EVER really got into was Never Meant to Fail by my ebiffle, Jean, infatuatedxmind. I know it's kind of dead rn and she's not rly satisfied with it, but honestly, it's wonderful. And I know when it comes back it's going to be like I just started reading it, again. My bb is amazing, go read it! (Also check out The Rise & Demise- also by my bb). I was basically so freaked out by the fact that I knew how guys had sex when I was 12, but I was intrigued! And here I am today.

Smell.

I couldn't live without hearing for obvious reasons, same with sight. I prefer being able to be in touch with what's around me, you know? I couldn't give up taste because when my cousin got cancer, he lost his taste and eventually stopped eating. As far as touch goes, well... I know a girl that was born without her sense of touch. So to lash back at it, she clawed at her eyeballs and constantly hurt herself. I mean, I could fall down while no one is home and have a concussion, not knowing about it. I don't really see what smell is for. Yeah, it's nice to be able to smell your mom's cooking and flowers and stuff, but I could live without that.

<3

(1) List 10 celebrities you would have sex with without even asking questions.
(2) Put all of them IN ORDER of your lust for them. (10 - 1, 1 is the hottest.)
(3) Say which movie/show/thing it was that hooked you.
(4) Supply photos for said people.
(5) Tag five people!

I tag: artisuseless, deathmusicalbed, rydenyourhog, dancinginastorm, mikikoshikawa

ps. this list will probably consist of a few girls, lmao. Tbh, I could make a top 10 of women faster than men.

( Top Ten. )

Honorable mentions: Brad Pitt, Jake Gyllenhaal, Patrick Stump, Heath Ledger, Helena Bonham Carter, Travis McCoy.